UNBEARABLE DAY

My Most unbearable day !!!

This day was the FIRST day i get to work together with him, ever since we last talk.

I was so foolish to believe that we still can be able to be friend.

WHY is it that even friend u also wont want us to be?!

WHAT have i done that i have to suffer all this BULLSHIT?!

Your girlfriend and sis went to ours work place to see u or to show off?? 

Deep inside my heart i got HURT V HURT, U have any idea how HURT was that?

NO u don't know and u will never care about my feeling, thats why u let them come and insult me!!

YES u made it, prove to me thats your boyfriend and i am not allow to touch!!

And YES they did it,  hurt me without saying anything.

DADDY JESUS WHY I HAVE TO SUFFER ALL THIS ?

I LOOK THR MY PHONE AND I HAVE GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO!!

NO ONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!

IM LOST, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO??

BLOG

Happen to note this phase : 

'Night is like this when you have got no one to talk to, 

and the only place where you can say out your feelings without anyone saying about anything -

 BLOG it all out on your blog.'

What she wrote was right, share the same thoughts as her...

NOW i fall in love with BLOG, it was just like diary..

So i should start with DEAR DIARY bla bla bla !!! LOLs

Today will be my second day of work, still feeling nervous !!! 

That feeling suck but its okay i will overcome very soon .. 

I shall give myself one week to get use to it..