Today's date : 29 November 2013 

Time check: 1520 

The last time I post was 9 months ago, time passes really fast.

I'm out of jobs again.. 

To say my life was full of unbearable DAYS !!! 

Travel ??? Enjoying life ??? Dying ??? Giving birth ??? 

All this topic was on my mind the pass few months.. 

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !!! 

Can anyone tell me how to carry on ... 

My DREAMS ?? 

My HOPE ???

WHY LIVE ???

WHY ME ???

ps. I'm really scared of death !!! 

I HATE MYSELF !!! 

Haix but life still needs to carry on ... 

I want to go holiday badly,

TAIWAN HONG KONG BKK JAPAN KOREAN CHINA !!!

If only i can go together with my love one.. 

Hope before my 22st birthday i can get to meet my prince/白马王子！！

我不想一个人，可是我害拍我不是一个好girlfriend.. 

我的白马王子你在哪？

LOST + HAPPINESS

Seriously i have got no idea how to carry on?? 

What should i do??

What should i do next??

How am i going to plan my life??

Take one step at a time??

Leave everything to my FATHER, 

Im pretty sure he will plan everything nicely for me.

IF IS NOT THE BEST, WHICH MEAN IS NOT THE END!!

*SMILE*

THANK YOU FATHER :) 

WITHOUT YOU I HAVE GOT NO IDEA HOW TO CARRY ON.

THINGS THAT I PRAY, 

U DID NOT ANSWER NOW I KNOW THE MEANING.

REALLY A BIG THANK YOU; 

FOR LETTING ME KNOW THEM.

WITHOUT MY BEST FRIEND/BUDDY,

I GUESS THE FIRST FEW MONTHS WILL BE THE MOST MISERABLE ONE IN MY LIFE.

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE MY FEELING NOW:)

FULL OF HAPPINESS:)

SMOOTHLY

The night that things went smoothly :)

Things went smoothly last night, wo can't believe it. 

I got totally pissed off the day before, i thought i can't stand working with him. 

But the true is its them the one i can't stand HIS SIS N HER!!.. 

What if the next time he got work and they appear again?

How am i going to deal with that?? 

PLEASE for goodness sake DON'T show up again!!..

What i cant stand about that PERSON is that he should be a gentleman talk to me first right??!!

Man should act like a gentleman, treat girls right apologize when needed!!

He is the one at fault, he LIE to me and avoid me when i know the truth.

WHAT a gentleman is this !!! WTF is this ??!!

It's okay i will forgive and forget !! \

For all those useless stuff i will never take them to heart.

Don't want to talk to me right FINE im done with all this bullshit get the HELL out of my life!!

**KNOW WHAT I HATE YOUR SISTER TO THE MAX DUE TO HER ONE WORD ;

 ME ANTISOCIAL !!

NOPE, I M NOT ANTISOCIAL I JUST DON'T LIKE SHITTY PEOPLE LIKE HER !!  

UNBEARABLE DAY

My Most unbearable day !!!

This day was the FIRST day i get to work together with him, ever since we last talk.

I was so foolish to believe that we still can be able to be friend.

WHY is it that even friend u also wont want us to be?!

WHAT have i done that i have to suffer all this BULLSHIT?!

Your girlfriend and sis went to ours work place to see u or to show off?? 

Deep inside my heart i got HURT V HURT, U have any idea how HURT was that?

NO u don't know and u will never care about my feeling, thats why u let them come and insult me!!

YES u made it, prove to me thats your boyfriend and i am not allow to touch!!

And YES they did it,  hurt me without saying anything.

DADDY JESUS WHY I HAVE TO SUFFER ALL THIS ?

I LOOK THR MY PHONE AND I HAVE GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO!!

NO ONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!

IM LOST, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO??

BLOG

Happen to note this phase : 

'Night is like this when you have got no one to talk to, 

and the only place where you can say out your feelings without anyone saying about anything -

 BLOG it all out on your blog.'

What she wrote was right, share the same thoughts as her...

NOW i fall in love with BLOG, it was just like diary..

So i should start with DEAR DIARY bla bla bla !!! LOLs

Today will be my second day of work, still feeling nervous !!! 

That feeling suck but its okay i will overcome very soon .. 

I shall give myself one week to get use to it..   

天堂般的地方

马尔代夫 (Maldives)

马尔代夫是由很多个小岛组成的，

每一个小岛就是一个酒店，

机场出来必须乘船到其它的岛屿，也就是不同的酒店。

蜜月岛

巴哈马天堂岛

正如其名，马尔代夫是天堂般的度假胜地。

在这里，没有手机、没有internet、没有汽车，没有了都市的烦嚣。

可以静静地坐在海边的吊椅上，看海浪的起伏，任凭海风从双肩掠过，

带去丝丝的失落，又唤回一些年轻的想象。