Today's date : 29 November 2013 

Time check: 1520 

The last time I post was 9 months ago, time passes really fast.

I'm out of jobs again.. 

To say my life was full of unbearable DAYS !!! 

Travel ??? Enjoying life ??? Dying ??? Giving birth ??? 

All this topic was on my mind the pass few months.. 

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !!! 

Can anyone tell me how to carry on ... 

My DREAMS ?? 

My HOPE ???

WHY LIVE ???

WHY ME ???

ps. I'm really scared of death !!! 

I HATE MYSELF !!! 

Haix but life still needs to carry on ...